I am supposed to study for Malay Studies paper tomorrow. But as per usual, I am procrastinating and I have a sudden desire to blog. Idiot. The very fact that I didn't blog as often was because I can't be bothered to update. But I just have to penn this tonight. I doubt people would understand or having the same wavelength thus, this is the only place to talk about this. HAAAH!

Because I spurred something.
I entered the World View worldwide production and am going to be featured in an interlude. With my own track and rap, even though it only lasts for a minute. This WV thingy is big indeed. Very big. So I submitted my entry and got the deal and unfeeling on what is happening with the WV project progress until today.

I added a few local established emcees and they said I should go out from the Underground and perform since they thought that I have content. Indeed, I am suprised since I have thought that all along, people don't listen to my shit. Well, maybe after the exams I'll think about doing my first public performance as iLLicit, not Hafiz.

I checked the mutual friends that Awkword has in common with me in his myspace profile. Indeed, there was quite a number of local acts and crews went through my website and from there joined the noble cause of supporting the WV project. I have been actively promoting the cause via my website. HAH! And all this while I thought that people don't dock on my webbie.

I suppose that is all I have to say. And good luck to myself and fellow friends who are reading this. All the best for the exams and once this week is done, I thought of attending the NUS after-exam party at Home Club on Thursday. Hmmmmmmmmmmm. CAN I?!

I am counting the days since I last blogged.
Whatever.

I apologise for my very long absence in which was mainly due to my unwillingness to type and pen my thought down and publish it though the internet. What for. I am well-known for my unfeeling demeanor and lack of reaction to certain things. I don't even know what I am crapping about right now.

This past 1.5 months has been an uplifting, spiritual and fun experience. School, newly forged alliances, strengthening ties with friends and so on and so for. It later deteriorated into havoc and stress with all the workload coming in back and forth. Surprisingly, I think I did fairly good for my assignments, in view that I am in the highest stage of academic institutionalisation. Whatever. Even though I have completed my 7 essays, I still have to face my exams which is in 2 weeks time. I am worried. Mugging period - WHAT A DRAG.

Hidayat is touching down on Singapore tomorrow at 4pm. I doubt I could be at the airport to welcome him back since I'm going to burn my weekends in school for this whole month. Maybe I could just chill with my good old friend under the deck with fags around our fingers.

I reached home at 10pm.
I am definately tired, and coming up next is a headache.
This stalemate is getting nowhere.
I am exhausted in this battle, in which I am still wondering who or what is the enemy and the ultimate objective of this battle.
Nonetheless I will fight through.

This is supposed to be vauge.
Just need to rant somewhere, and where else but here.