Unknown Rants

What does contention mean? Is to be content good, or we can still achieve somewhat better than contention? Is it possible to say that I used to be content during the 3 years of engaging myself in a relationship? To think of it, I was content with my life. Supportive family, great girl by my side, her family supportive. What a life.

I was reading Indra's blog entries. I understand how he feels. Because we are sort of in the same boat. It is still hard for him to accept the fact that its over. We have move on.

And I too... Have to move on

Some soul searching. Or maybe sole-searching.

Nobody knows that Im still tormented. Tortured by the memories. 3 years of fond thoughts, nightmares, tears and laughter. It was so sudden. Or maybe it was a tragedy just waiting to erupt at any point of time? The perfect cover-up. Once, I thought that it would last into something beautiful. Ended up in clouds of crimson dust. Only I tear in blood.

Or maybe I should take a Gilera out to school and hitch up all the girls.