Unknown Rants

Im smoking rite now. Im very bored.

What do I live for? I asked myself that peculiar question that sprung out of my head out of a sudden. What is my real mission in life? My goal? What am I currently doing now with my life? Is there any objective to be achieved?

Frankly, I am very lost. Nowhere to head. No bearing. Other than National Service and friends, I have done nothing, at least to enlighten myself. Life has been so different since she was out of my life. Full of comparisons. I think that myself and my perspective in life has changed.

Wow. Soul-searching. Hah.
But right now, I feel the need for companionship. A woman by my side. Someone to push me further to face my hurdles.

But then again, I will live to my motto: 'Chill. Deal with the world. My way.'
As for now, Lounge music with soothing tea by the sea.
Sounds like Cafe Del Mar.