Unknown Rants

Tomorrow Im going back to Riau alone. Since Danial is hesitant to join me at Riau after our pre-planned trip to Riau, we had to cancel the trip. I'll join my mum there. Need some peace of mind. Too much things in the dome.

We transported 26 pallets of mineral water bottles from Nee Soon Camp to PLC. Without the help of the crane and pallet stacker, we are sure to be dead. However, working under the freaking hot sun for 8 hours was very exhaustive. Im having a headache right now. Argh.

Couldn't sleep last night. Immersed myself with the mist of cigarette smokes. I couldn't help but reminisced the times I had with her. Its been 1 year already. Trying to remove those thoughts slowly. Feelings like these stays forever. A permanent scar in your heart. I wrote a poem in the dark. A sad one. Then I pasted onto my cupboard. Since my handwriting is almost ineligible and its in Malay, I guess nobody could read it. Nobody understands my plight. God...

I'll be having a peace of mind at Riau. Me, myself and the sea. Maybe some coffee and cigarettes.