Unknown Rants

Oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
Berikanlah aku hidup
Takkan ku sakiti dia
Hukum aku bila terjadi

Aku tak mudah untuk menyintai
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta

Senandungku hanya untuk cinta
Tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
Tiada dusta, sumpah ku cinta
Sampai ku menutup mata

Sampai Menutup Mata - Acha Septriasa

I wouldn't want history to repeat itself. I am sick of empty promises. I am sick of being unappreciated. As for now, I'm starting fresh and anew. And I do not want to fall back into that painful realm of sorrows. I kept my word once. But I didn't break it. Now I am telling you that I will not let you go, I will never leave you. I say this to a different person in my life now. I will keep my word. That is a promise. I understand if you could not make any promises to me now. Everything changes. Yes, they do. But I am one, constant though time.

If I had done any wrong to you, punish me. If not you, God will. If not God, I will do it myself. I cannot bear seeing you hurt by me. To see you cry, to see you sad makes me feel like pumping a Magnum in my dome. Inform me if I did wrong, intentionally or unintended. Every sacrifice I've done is worthwhile and I have never regretted it once. Because I believe my sacrifices are seen by you. No need to repay me. I'm just asking you to love me. Sincerely and willingly. Open yet deeply. By the way, how many times must I say this: I am crazy about you, still.

If you're wondering
What I'm asking in return, dear
You'll be glad to know
That my demands are small
Just say me that you adore
For now and ever more
That's all

I love you. Always.