Unknown Rants

I'm going back to Marsiling a while later.
I feel like a total nomad. Moving from this house to another. Throw me a groundsheet and I can sleep practically anyway.

Reflections: This Ramadan wasn't a fruitful one for me. It is supposed to be a month of submission and reflection towards the Almighty and seek our inner self. Should I blame the lack of time? I shouldn't. Maybe its the lack of willingness in my part. Thus, spiritually there isn't much change. It takes time.

However, this Ramadan was indeed a tough one. Being so freaking busy with work, having to stay long hours, under the mercy of the sun and rain in the jungle, being the only one fasting while the rest are happily indulging food and cigarettes, getting into stupid fights over small things and so on and so for. Yet, I prevailed (maybe 3-4 days of not fasting) and I believe that if you put your mind to it, anything is possible.

And to top it all up, sheesha.
The last time I broke fast with her for the month.

So random. But I love it.

Tomorrow is Aidilfitri. Time flies so fast. Get ready to tear tomorrow morning. Hah!
For those who are reading this blog (if there is, of course), I would like to wish everyone Salam Aidilfitri. May we triumph over our evils and may God forgive our sins. If this blog is degratory in any way or means, please forgive the content for the blogger is sometimes an ignorant fool. Thus, I seek forgiveness.

And as for You, I love you.
I can't wait to see you in that kebaya of yours!