Unknown Rants

I am so lazy to penn down my thoughts on this internet-medium-diary-online thingy. I just don't know what to write. Life has been so routine lately. Wake up, check the mail, watch streaming movies, catch the telly, smoke my life away and eat till I'm fat. I am already growing a tummy. My brother-in-law already commented about it. This is what happens when you only sit your ass at home, unemployed and broke.

I need a spark. Maybe an inspiration for a new song. Or ice-skating at Jurong East. Or lazing around by the beach. Or chopping through the chlorine waters at some water theme park. Or travelling to a nearby county. I just need someone to plan out everything for me. All prepared, ready to go, Hafiz. I am tired of doing things for people. I can't be just helping other people. I need people to help me now. If they care to do it in return. Will do. I need that shit.

Or maybe some weed.
I'll pass.

I accompanied an old friend to his sister's engagement yesterday. I am tired of watching people getting engaged or married. Not being cynical though. I then thought, if it was my turn to face the 'tok kadi'. And that phase of life is not far behind. Gotta think of the future dude. I caught up with Salleh the whole day. I might seems gay-ish to see two guys spending time together. Hah. Nope. Just talking, maturely and mannered. How men supposed to talk. To wrap it all up, late dinner, Yong Tau Fu at Sinaran with an old pal. Fabulous.

Simplicity. How I miss it all.